Thoughts...Conclusions...Questions...Doubt

You lay in bed thinking...

The friend you love like a sister....

You question what's really going on and if she's dead or alive...

And you question cause you don't talk to her everyday like you used to so your left clueless...

Your other friend you love like a sister....

You know she will do it because the heart break is to much.....

So your already crying cause deep inside you know she's dead now....

And your anger tells you it's your fault for not being there sooner....

Your friend you call brother....

You know you worry the fuck out of him....

And you know his there always....

But you don't know how longer he can keep you from falling....

Because of your own doubt you think know one will save you soon....

You wonder why your mother is sick with a cold....

You wonder why your brothers stomach hurts....

You wonder if your dogs gonna die because it had a stroke....

You wonder if running is the key to your release....

You wonder if death will ever stop opening and slamming the door in your face....

You wonder.....

If everything that's happening now.....

If it's just there to haunt....

Or it's there to kill you from the inside out...

You Question....

Who Are You Know?